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The Power of Being Seen

The Power of Being Seen

What artists find at Access Gallery is more than a place to make art. It is a place to grow, connect, and belong.

What artists find at Access Gallery is more than a place to make art. It is a place to grow, connect, and belong.

Gemmed Abstract Artwork by Access Gallery artist Blossom.

Occasionally, the universe winks at us. It reminds us that we’re here to create, to share, to blossom.

In our studio program, we work with nearly fifty artists. Every day is a mixture of magic and mayhem, and as staff, we usually only see one small part of each artist’s unfolding journey. It’s rare to witness a creative process come full circle, but recently I had the privilege of seeing exactly that.

Blossom is a relatively new artist who has been coming to the studio for about a year. She’s friendly, vivacious, colorful, and she loves a good birthday celebration. Like many young artists fresh out of high school, she’s still discovering her artistic voice. She wants to try everything: classes, workshops, new materials, and new techniques.


A few months ago, after one of those classes, Blossom felt frustrated with a painting she had created. It was a bright abstract piece filled with bold colors and geometric lines. Bright might even be an understatement. She decided it needed something more, so she reached for a glue gun and a container of sparkly sequins, adding what she called a little more "bling."

She wasn't convinced it worked.

Trying something new left her feeling vulnerable, and she was certain no one would like it.

She was wrong.


One afternoon, I stopped by the studio for a meeting when Blossom asked if she could show me the painting. I loved it immediately. It felt joyful, unexpected, and unlike anything else in the room. I knew it belonged in our upcoming exhibition celebrating artists who were experimenting, taking risks, and thinking outside the box.

Once the piece was framed and installed in the gallery, Blossom's excitement was contagious. She FaceTimed her mom to show her the finished work. There was a happy dance, plenty of smiles, and a wonderful sense of pride.

A couple of weeks later, everything changed.


Blossom was in a Friday morning drawing class, but her usual energy was gone. She was discouraged, frustrated with her drawing, and convinced her artwork wasn't good enough. She kept repeating that no one would ever buy her work.

Creative frustration isn't unusual. We see it often in the studio. But that day, it weighed heavily on her.

Later that afternoon, while I was working in the gallery, a couple stopped outside to look through the front window. The woman paused, studying the artwork inside before deciding to come in.

As she wandered through the gallery, one piece held her attention longer than the others.

It was Blossom's.


After reading the story displayed beside the artwork, she asked if we shipped artwork because she wanted to purchase it. She explained that the painting had caught her attention from the street, and after learning more about the artist, she knew it belonged in her home.

Just hours earlier, Blossom had believed no one would ever want her work.

Now someone couldn't imagine leaving without it.

I asked the collector if she would place the red dot beside the painting to mark it as sold, and if I could take a photograph to send to Blossom.

The smile that came back in return said everything.


Weeks later, the collector sent another photo of Blossom's artwork hanging in her home in Florida, a reminder that art has a remarkable way of connecting people who may never meet.

Creative frustration is not failure. We see it every day in the studio. More often than not, it is a threshold.

The moment we dislike our work the most is often the moment just before something meaningful begins to emerge.


Negative self-talk, self-doubt, and even hating what we've created are not signs that we should stop. They are signs that we are stretching beyond what we already know how to do.

This story never would have happened if Blossom had played it safe.

The sparkles, the very detail she worried might be "too much," became the soul of the piece. They transformed a painting she nearly dismissed into one that stopped a stranger in her tracks and found a home hundreds of miles away.


Blossom is still discovering her artistic voice. She may continue exploring mixed media, or she may move on to something entirely different. What matters isn't the medium she chooses. It's her willingness to keep experimenting.

Creativity doesn't reward perfection.

It rewards the courage to keep creating, especially on the days when we aren't sure our work is enough.


Damon McLeese

Executive Director

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Learn how to become an Access Gallery artist

Each Access Gallery artist brings a distinct voice, perspective, and creative practice. We are excited to learn what you may bring.

Become an Artist

Learn how to become an Access Gallery artist

Each Access Gallery artist brings a distinct voice, perspective, and creative practice. We are excited to learn what you may bring.